i miss exploring
and reading, and sitting quietly with somoene whilst watching the coffee brew, and going to random university seminars in town, alone, and watching apples fall off trees, alone. i miss myself in loud, bustling environments. i miss trains, and walking miles home under barely any moonlight because i missed the last one. i miss ocean water dancing at my ankles and sun heat slapping my face, skin,
i miss not knowing anyone and still discovering everything.